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Wachuma: The Heart Opener
Wachuma, also known as San Pedro, is a cactus native to the Andes Mountains in South America. It contains mescaline, a psychoactive compound used for thousands of years by indigenous tribes in rituals and healing ceremonies. Known for its visionary… Continue reading
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Anubis: God of the Dead
My second psilocybin trip arrived months after the first, welcoming me back to a familiar yet enigmatic realm. The initial journey had unlocked dream portals that whisked me away to lives across time and space. One vivid dream transported me… Continue reading
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The Power of the Mushroom
Disclaimer: Story of Sexual Assault Psilocybin has a long history of use in indigenous cultures for spiritual and ceremonial purposes. Many individuals have reported profound mystical experiences, feelings of awe, and a sense of unity with the universe during psilocybin… Continue reading
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“Ladies Night: Meeting Aya”
(The following is the actual entry from my journal) I was feeling really hopeful that tonight’s ceremony would be the one. I could just sense it deep down. So, I headed to the Maloca early, wanting to get my usual… Continue reading
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“Day One: Rythmia, Ayahuasca, and Breathwork”
The car accident felt like a push from the universe, guiding me towards Rythmia in Costa Rica. Despite feeling guilty and uncertain about spending a lot of money on myself, there was a deep-seated belief that this journey was meant… Continue reading
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“The Push: After the Accident”
The weeks following the accident were undoubtedly the toughest I’d ever faced. It was a time when I truly began to understand how others perceived me. Surprisingly, some of those I expected to stand by me were the ones who… Continue reading
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Finding My Tribe: Finding Charlie
Finding people I could talk to about my spiritual experiences was crucial for me. I needed an outlet to share what was happening to me and to know I wasn’t alone. So, for the next year, I dove headfirst into… Continue reading
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“An Old World: Transformed”
After my spiritual awakening, my entire world transformed. I became acutely attuned to the emotions of those around me, sensing their despair, happiness, and joy as they passed by. My senses heightened, making certain foods intolerable and large groups overwhelming.… Continue reading
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“2018: My Great Awakening”
After graduate school, my life kicked into full throttle. Everything sped by so rapidly that I couldn’t pinpoint the exact moment when I lost my connection to spirit. During this whirlwind period, I met the love of my life, and… Continue reading
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“Rutgers Realms: Navigating Academia and Astral Projections.”
Entering Rutgers University felt like stepping into a dream realized. My ex-boyfriend introduced me to a financial aid advisor who helped me navigate the application process. But there was a crucial hurdle: convincing my mother to complete her part of… Continue reading
"Finding Belonging: The Struggles of an Afro-Cuban Queer Medium in Spiritual Spaces" 